Happy Birthday yay :/

I never liked to celebrate my birthday and the holidays in general, because of that I don’t have so much good memories about that. But the last year I celebrated my birthday number 20, after a friend insisted in celebrated it, and I don’t have so much patience so I told her, it’s ok.
My friend organized most of the things, I just bought some things with another friend. The event was in my house where I live with a lot of girls from region like me, for this reason my family wasn’t on my birthday party, they were in Aysén.
The party was funny, we drank some drinks with alcohol, played some games, I remembered that we play a card game called “mafia”, it was about trying to guess who of the present people was a killer, I couldn’t understand it until I was sober. Even though I had fun I couldn’t avoid feel a little bit uncomfortable with all that attention, it was so much worse when they sing me happy birthday song, I did not know how to react.
However what I liked most was a kind of notebook with dedications of all present. I don’t know if I could do this again.